What do I want to be...? known for..? as..?

I've been thinking about a lot of stuff the last week.
What's important..
I think I've been thinking this way for some different reasons.
- The terrorism in Norway
- Sierra's friend past away snowboarding - hitting his head on a rock
- my grandpa is in the hospital
- Passport 2 Freedom non-profit - I've kind of ended up alone doing it.

well..
I guess my thoughts are: This life is short.
What I do make such a difference.
Serving others rather than myself will be more fulfilling. Not following selfish ambitions - But follow God's heart for the people of the world (more specifically for me - the people looked upon as the "poor" although I would argue we are poor in really fatal areas.
I have spent a lot of time in prayer.
This earth is being shaken.
my heart is stirred for "the poor"

Again I come to the conclusion from a song called: "FLAG" by Brooke Fraser:

Come, tell me your trouble
I'm not your answer
But I'm a listening ear

Reality has left you reeling
All facts and no feeling
No faith and all fear

I don't know why a good man will fall
While a wicked one stands
And our lives blow about
Like flags on the land

Who's at fault is not important
Good intentions lie dormant
And we're all to blame

While apathy acts like an ally
My enemy and I are one and the same

I don't know why the innocents fall
While the monsters still stand
And our lives blow about
Like flags on the land

I don't know why our words are so proud
Yet their promise soothing
And our lives blow about
Like flags in the wind

Oh oh oh oh

You who mourn will be comforted
You who hunger will hunger no more
All the last shall be first
Of this I am sure

You who weep now will laugh again
All you lonely be lonely no more
Yes, the last will be first
Of this I'm sure

I don't know why the innocents fall
While the monsters stand
I don't know why the little ones thirst
But I know the last shall be first
I know the last shall be first
I know the last shall be first